I dislike being so far from my significant other. especially when i'm sad. i'd like nothing more right now than to cuddle up to him and lay my sorrowful head on his chest as i feel his arms around me. listening to his even breath as the rest of the world fades away. after tomorow who knows when i'll get to see him next. it's going to be a living hell. fate is cruel. i finaly find someone i love, someone who bipasses my emotional detachment, and he's so far from me. trying to arrange a stoner movie marathon. Cameron and my Keith might be able to come up from point if everything goes well. just need to convince my grandmother to let them sleep over and find a friend will to host the movie watching. my house is not well arranged for such a thing. i hope i can get Zack or Drew to do it. i'll talk to Zack tomorrow about it. it's too late tonight. FUCK, i forgot to take my meds. my knock out meds. now i'll be up into the early hours.